13: chweeeeet voice

aavaridi anukuntunnara... ma vadina di... antey inka relation fix kaale kani nenu fix aipoya....naku na vadina munde telisina kuda nenu 1st time tana tho matladindi oct 5th... mast matlada telsa andi ...  antey jst wish chesa happy bday vadina ani .....:( .....anthey.... kani ma vadina voice aitey mast undi :) .... matladetappudu i was almst to call her vadina ani but i spoke out as "HAPPY BDAY VA!!! NITHISHA JI ".. hu hu hu :(((( god plzz give me a chance to call my relations..kanisam ma nithu vadinakaina na badha ardam cheyavaaa plzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

12: words of my mom!!!!

hmm mottaniki mom ki aitey telisindi na bujji dani gurunchi ........she asked abt nikitha anduku estam?, appatinunchi? , y did i made dat scar??????
 ee questions ki i dont have answers anduku estamo cheppaledu kani anta estamo cheppa, appatinunchi estamo cheppaledu kani appativarako cheppa(last heart beat)..... ee answers ki mom kept silent for a while naku full tension em antada ani!!!

em analedu.....
she said classmate kada ra nv life settle choskone pelli cheskovali mari tanu appativaraku untada nekosam okavela undaka potey appudu em chestav ? em aipotav nuvu??

ee questn ki nadaggara answer ledu ... these words of my mom made me think again and again... anipinchindi poi poi ah nikitha na classmate a avvala?and okavela tanaki nenu estame aitey i can make it naaa...  
tanaki nenu estamena ani adagala vadda? shall i ask nikitha or not? should i ????.... godddddd wat to do now???

11: mom gets nikans!!!

hmmm college annual day !!!..... had fun really it was great,cultural activities,friends everything was fine but something was disturbing me alot donno wat it was might be the feeling of mistake from "nikitha".... thought of speaking to her today... lunch time tanatho matladadam ani anukune loga vala sis entry "nithisha" OMG  how shld i speak to her now????? college valu arrange chesina lunch thu yeak  i cant go with it ..... we guys moved to nearest dhaba ekkadiki vachaka bujji call chesindi  headach pills unnaya ani ,,,,call chesindi avaru na bujji di enka nenu agutana? got some pills from medical shop and tanaki evvakunda avariko echanu tanaki evvamani ..... cos dat day i cant look into her eyes donno wat made me to feel so....dhaba lo kumminaka we guys got bak to college.... matladadam matladadam anukuney loga annual day prgm aipoindi buses were abt to move.....

i reached home at 9 in da eveng .... adey moodout lo undi nenu bed meda alaa padukunna, mom came to call me for dinner i said no i wont , antaina a mother can easily understand their children , nenu moody ga unnatlu she got me amaindi ra ani adigindi... said nothin ma jst got tired of driving such a long distance!!! appudu chusindi my N-shaped cut on left arm(adi nenu bujji nannu avoid chestunnapudu picchodilaga cheskunna thuuuu...) enkemundi she came to know about nikitha!!!! i jst said dat i have dis sort of feeling on her r8 now and if da same continues in future, i wont leave her ,i cant get away!!!

hmm appatinunchi mom is getin afraid abt wat wld happen to me!!! im sorry mom i cant get back my heart now!!!

10: for u princess ....

 i dont know why i loved YOU

might be because i need YOU

i dont know why my eyes search for YOU 

might be because my heart is with YOU

i dont know why i think about YOU

might be because my thoughts are with YOU

i dont know why i dream about YOU

might be because my life belongs to YOU

"YOU are everything for me"

~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~

the way u see.... kills me!!!

the way you cherish ...chills me!!!

the way u move... melts me!!!

the way you talk... tils me!!!

DAMN!!!

thats y i wish you would be with ME!!!

~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~

   i wanna see u always smiling 

cos its my willing 

you would be sad for never

cos ill be with you forever

i wont let you go

u r my hearts DISCO!!!

~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~

For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.
A safe haven in your arms just for me.
Now I give my heart to you.
For my heart believes in you 

                                       ~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~===~~~

    

I kept my head up high,

and then you came my way.

I have been hurt so many times.

My heart filled with so much pain.

but now that pain has gone away.

For I have found a place where I want to be

09: TWIST in the TRACK

tanu chesedi tappa ani anukunapudu anto telekunda tanu naku duram avtunna feeling... ee blog tanaki 4th year lo chupisdam ani anukunna kani ah okka mata valla eppdey chupinchalsi vachindi ....  I NEED HER!!!.... i cant go away leaving my heart!!..... donno wat to do ....tried  make her understand wat i was for her ,...i need her in every minute, every second, every moment in my life....    
i know that she likes me but shez getting afraid for the things that could happen with parents...wen a person starts  liking someone then he must have the ability to get them for their life.... as i wished nikitha to be tried and tried & i left my fortune to god!!! tanaki ardam avali anukunna manaki estam unte parents tho peda pani em kadu ani ...chinna confidence mana lo create aina confidence parents ki kuda create chestey we can make it!!!parents ki eduru cheppi em sadistam cos manaki ee life echinde valu anta kastamaina tanu naku kavali, tana kosam aidaina sare, apudapudu anipistundi nenu distrb ai tanani disturb chestunana ani , kani tanu naku kavalanipistundi em cheyanu mari .... devudaaaaaaaa kasta help chey swamy plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

08: tappa?

KUNNU knw wat dis is the other name with which i call my heart as her mom does ....kunnu kunnu kunnu kunnu .... bagundi story baganey nadustundi ....... its fine!!!...... em aindo teledu suddenly der was a message from her asking that "am i doing any wrong speaking to you"... i dont know what actually it means. but for me it meant as a mind blasting words... donno what happened to me i was completely loosing my control........ wanted to knw what made her to ask me that ......naku tanu complete ga duram veltundi anipinchindi ... damn!!!... i asked her why she said like that... reply was "EMLE" and "ANDUKO ANIPINCHINDI ADIGANU "... kunnu em anukunnatunnav ra ....im afraid to loose u babe...

07: trip of tensions!!!

16th april wen i was not intrested at college without my heart wen it was goin to chilkur... college ki vellanipivaledu kani veltunna ....y na bujji clg ki rakapotey nenu vellakudada ani veltunna... entalo karthik(sridharan) mama bunk????? inka jump!!!! got down from clg bus at secndrbd we guys met each other at malkajgiri railway station...s.karthik(4m home),chary(from his stop) .......


.na bujji em chestundo ani mesg chesa tanaki ala telisindo kani nenu clg velatle ani telisipoindi... poni le anukunna, valadi chilkur pani aindi anta movie ki goinn.... anduko bujji danni chudalani pinchindi ... movie akkada ani adiga imax ani chepindi , nenu cine planet lo undi imax lo unna ani cheppa... appudu imax kadu inox ani cheppindi kantri di ... nenu nammale...karthik ni adiga imax podam ra ekkada movies bale ani vadu vaddu ra inkkadinunchi velladanikey chalaa time avtadi annadu ..bollaram mmts try chesa train ledu anta... em alochinchakunda late cheyakunda called for auto ......inka cineplanet nunchi 35min lo imax ki vachesa...

 bujji enka vachi undadu le anukoni akalesi MCD ki veltunna.. chary gadi meda counter vestu door open chestunna time lo dinamite pelintdi straight in front of my eyes my heart baboi... em cheyalo telile hmmm avaro naku teledu annatuga enter aipoya... bujji cousin tho veltunna ani cheppindi avaro gal anukunna akkada chustey scene reverse ABHILASH(her relative with a crush on her... atu bava kadu etu annaya kadu alanti cousin MAMAYA) damnn!!! enka chusko akkada unna chupulu valamedake veltunai .... memu tine lopale valu(bujji) movie ki velipoyaru.... nenu kuda veldam ani tickets teskunna valu phoonk ki kani naku no chance for dat film pakkana screen lo varudu teskunna.... karthik enka chary ki reason cheppale muskoni rammananu........velle mundu phonk interval time kanukunna.... okapakka varudu chustuntey phoonk lo ah DTS sounds ki akkada em avtundoooo ani tension nalo perigipotundi.. crct ga phoonk interval time ki varudu nunchi bayataki vellali anukunna thnk god vodafone vadidi ado chetha mesg vchindi ... chary ki cal ra mama ani cheppesi i came out of screen 2... 


interval lo bujji ni chudam antey bayatake raledu velu ... vastaru le anukoni icecream tintu wait chestunna damn were are they????? oka icecream apoindi enkokati teskunna ,adi aipoindi 3rd one, ah stall vadu theda ga chustunnadu ......cheeee ani nannu neney thittukoni enka nenu varudu tickt chupinchi phoonk ki velipoya kasepu ..... enter avagane khali ga unna seat lo i rested my back ..  pakkana avaro teledu kani sweet voice tho cooldrink adi darling anta... che che  next seat ki change aipoyanu.. my eyes searching for her akkada nopes i cant get her ... thikka dobbi bayataki vachesa  correct ga nenu bayataki vachey time lo varudu movie ki kuda interval echaru...nenu bayataki raganey chary and karthik .. akkadiki poyav ra antey nature call ani cheppesaa thu na batuku.... akkada na bujji em chestundo, ah movie chustu ah abhilash gadu em chestunnado ani tension.... vadiki kuda crush undi kada andukey lekapotey light le anukone vadini.... sarle aindi ado aindi movie taravata chudam le na bujji ni anukoni varudu ki vella... movie asala chudalanipivvale padukunna enka...

phoonk movie aipoidi kani varudu still running on the boring screen ... malli call vachindi ra mama ani cheppi bayataki vacha....  akkada undo kanukoni vella mcd ki... horror movie abilash tho chusina tarvata akkada em jarugutundo ani chusa nenu anukunna anta em ledu le hammayaaaaa... sandwich tintu dikkulu chustundi bujji di [':)].... nanu chusesindi anukkunna kani ledu chudale,,,, enka nenu varudu ki vellipoya.... s.karthik ki em le ra chinna pani unde ani cheppa .... bujji valu leaving from imax... anto teliyani feeling kani em chestam valu leaving......
ENDED MY DAY WITH TESION 

06: mission failed....

ado anukunna not to have a talk ani ...... but damn shit i was not comfortable without speaking to her.... 2 days talks in college and 250 messages in chatting i cant stop myself talking to her...


finally mission failed... hu hu hu hu... oh god!!! ekkadiki teskeltav ayya enka.....

05: story changes......

hmm wats special about this gal that makes me to think of her... i seriously don't know exactly..... but when i made it clear to her about my heart .... i didn't understand what she was saying .... but i was clear that, she avoided me....DAMN!!!..... now this cant be the story....
thats why i changed my story towards FRIENDSHIP..... im quiet comfortable with her... shez speaking to me very well... it was march 5th when i started to talk to her appearing as a FRIEND from outside but not from heart.....im very very very happy speaking with bujji... from that day till now.. i didn't spend a single day without chatting to her...

unknowingly whenever there is holiday for my college i used to spend a half of the day near her home..... waiting eagerly for her appearance ........ baboi nenu em chestunnanu.... chi enduku ela chestunnanu ... andukey decide ayyanu .... oka 2 days chusdam bujji tho matladakunda untano ledo .... guys wish me the best.....

04: videos...... na bujji....

em chestunnano telidu....... system mundu kurchoni kuda ame gurunche alochistu chesina clips evi.....

01: my heart began to sound...

hey guys its time to get back into the action of college........ after a looooooooooooooong break, im gng to my technical college ....

for everyone the 1st day to college would be rocking..... but for me it was quite confusing... enduku antara mekey telustadi le....

my watch shows 6:45am when i entered into college bus... eagerly w8ng for new frds...hmm i was bit dissapointed cos i didnt find a frd in many faces jst found selfish necks....... but within an hr i was gifted with frds of my kind.... i can see my life wit dem ... karthik, kans(me),santosh,chandra,ram, deekshit, ayushman, ruthwick,rajesh,dinesh, raghu.... love you guys....

my watch shows 8:15am.... wen evry1 of us felt hungry... traffic jam aindi so it takes time to get da way out ..... enka em undi bus digam steped into bakery,had some junk, passed the time till da traffic gets cleared.... wen i was abt to move out frm bakery..... in a flick i found my heart on the streets of "LANGER HOUSE"....... dnt knw y it began to sound for her.... entaloga traffic clear aipoindi ..... damn koncham sepu time untey bagundey di..... aina lite le...
if it was my true heart........ okavela ame na heart aitey ...... i would surely meet her bumping back into my life ani anukoni started moving......

enka college loki enter aipoyam ...... orientation prog baga arrange chesaru ...fine manchi college loney padanu ani anukunna......

ekkadey malli asalu jhalak start aindi .... MY HEART langer house lo kanipinchina adey heart....... ekkada na college lo,na class lo, na pakkana row lo,vala dad tho....... baboi enka dinini em antaru "FORTUNE"..... emaindo emo telidu koncham sepu alaaa ne chustu unna..... taravata anipinchindi vaddu ra baboi ani....... mundu aradam avale i was q8 confused...... she came into my life .....em cheyalo teliledu.........enka i stopped thnkg abt my heart.... started to have fun with frds......

mottaniki roju aitey baga gadichindi ...... it was fantastic with frds and confusing with my " HEART"...

02: GAME BEGINS HERE....

one month passed away pleasently without any disturbances.... classes shuffel chesaru ...ekkada kuda my heart didnt leave me ..... malli okatey class lo paddam.....CSE-A enka chustu chustu ela ame gurunchi alochinchakunda.... its getting difficult for me......chustuna chustuuuu ney unna.... nachindi ...... normal ga aitey ee age lo entey koncham nachina ekkadikooooooooo potam ..... andukey kasta decide ayya to test myself ...... entiki vachaka kuda i was thnkng abt her, elagaina frd avalani anukunna..... paricham cheskundam ani anukunna...... kani enduko telidu 1st time oka ammai matter lo im gettng afraid......

after all i introduced myself to her antey special ga kadu...... mottam class ki introduce cheskunna ala........ eppudu kelikadu SHRIDHARAN KARTHIK gadu ....vadu edo pen adugudam ani he called her anta ..... she gave a strange look towards him anta ha ha ha.......edi nachindi.... enka nagurunchi alochinchadam apesa...... started to think abt her,...... "GAME BEGINS"

avnu i didnt mention her name kada ....... "NIKITHA" .......my heart of langer house

03: reasons to my LOVE

As i said i tested myself ..... found reasons..... ame tho untey ganta ganta ki oka reason chepachu enduku nachindo ....... NIKITHA....

1. orientation day roju forms submit cheyadaniki que lo unapudu .... gals around her.... chatter boxes laga ooo sollu vestunnaru..........general ga ammailu enteynandi time dorikitey chalu ooo vagutaru ........ kani nikitha... NO .....shez some wt unique........ jst watchng her dad... eme enduku vala dad ni chustundo naku telidu kani.... intresting anipinchindi.....

2. esari oka frd reason aindi ...... spandana(spandy).... online lo chat chestunnapudu we came arcoss opinions on others...... ala ala nikitha daggara ki vachindi matter..... spandy certify chesindi "SHEZ DAMN NICE GAL" ani i still remember..... anduke nemo i started to think abt nikitha.......

3. chepanu kada s.karthik(not me) gadu ani........ adey na 3rd reason...... "strange look"!!!

4. eesari kasta peddavala opinion teskunna ......... peddavalu antey evaro kadule..... faculty.... english jhoseph sir, cds jayapal sir, phy aruna mam, edp srikanth sir...... velandarini indirect gane adiga abt her......... manchi responce ae vachindi as it was expected

5. enka nenu diga rangam loki ...... observe chesa.... her looks,moves, talks,needs, deeds,..... enta varaku vachaka nachakunda untadaaa........ karma..... padipoya....... edi avakudadu anukunnano adey aipoindi ........ nenu nikitha ki padipoyaaaaaaaaaaaaa[:(]...

6.back to langer house........ while returning home ...... pakkana nunchi BSIT bus potunna.. andulo ame frd swathi untadi ani telsi kuda ...... shez jst watchng her way down rather dan geting her sight onto the faces around...... enka em anali ee BUJJI danini.......

7. ame ni chustey telustadi ....... chinapati nunchi vala parents ame ki freedom echi pencharani...... anina kuda ame enta simple ga cute ga undi antey em anukovali ...... baboi tega nachestundi eee bujji di ........

8.her words .. matladedi 2-3 wrds aina ....... chala chala chala chala chala mudochela matladathadi .......

9.asalu main ga chepalantey naku ame lo nachinnadi ........ tana   beautiful eyes......naku chala nachinai .....

enka em chepali chepadaniki chalaa ney untai chepanu kada ganta ki oka reason chepachu ani....